then my monitor beeps and it's your mail
asking me how my day has been
i touch the screen as i read your message
wishing it were your hands i feel
with your every word that's written,
i could see you smile at me
i wonder if you ever take the moment
to think of me smiling back at you

and you take just a little time to let me know
and i can't stand it when you need to go
even when you're far, i feel the love you always show

so i just take every chance i have with you
only to make it better
then i could breathe
and take in all my thoughts of you
in my heart forever


-- L.J.S.O. --

The three little kittens
Meno, Gerb and Jeff-tens
pang-tiger eye ang tingin
di pa kasi kumakain
WHAT? di pa kumakain?
Tagal naman ng order namin

The three little kittens
Meno, Gerb and Jeff-tens
food trip sa Jollibee-kamias
beef steak and chi-kens
WHAT? beef steak and chi-kens?
plus double rice
at iced tea na walang ice
babanat pa ng upsize
Solved, bravo. Loaded na naman tayo

You good little kittens...


-- L.J.S.O. --

sometimes i want him to disappear
but most times i just want him near
maybe i'm scared, or maybe i'm not
or maybe it's the love that i have
that i don't want him to know
but when i look at him, i guess it shows

sometimes he makes me sick
but then it only makes me feel better
when he's around i get weak
but i know i've never been stronger
just a voice could take me high
just a look could make me fly
everytime i start to cry
i hold back my tears to give him a smile

some chemistry or something like that
something that almost drives me mad
like a beautiful pain creeping inside me
everytime i hear him say my name
it's a familiar feeling and strange just the same

and i start to flush when he talks to me
i just hope he won't see
those little things i do to him
and he does to me
those little moves and simple touch
that goes to tell i like him so much.


-- L.J.S.O. --

ayawan na
di na kita bati
dahil sa gitna ng laro,
(ako ang taya)
bigla ka nalang nang iwan
di ka man lang nag "time first"

wag ka nang dadaan sa may amin
dahil ilan beses mo rin ako
inagawan ng bonbon,
tinakbuhang akong umiiyak sa daan

hindi na kita pahihiramin ng raruan
dahil kung di mo naaalala,
ikaw din ang nakabasag ng
kochi-kochihan ko

akala ko pa naman
bist pren kita
pero hindi!
kaya...
ayawan na

at bakit pag
magkakampi tayo sa
agawan base,
hindi mo ko nililigtas
pag natataya ako ng kalaban?

nihihintay kita sa skul
pag uwian
pero pag section nyo
ang naunang mag-dismiss
lagi mo kong niiiwan

at pano ako maniniwalang
bist pren kita
kung lagi mo kong niaasar
na "lakimata"

sayang talaga
kras pa naman sana kita kasi
magaling ka magbuo ng Lego
kaya lang bad ka
kaya...
ayawan na


-- L.J.S.O. --

the tears you never cried had brought you to life
always wanting to breathe but never to survive
wide awake in the middle of your dreams
with unaware eyes of vigilant soul
and silent screams that brings you too deep
how your treasured moments became all wasted time
that no one will know, no one will see
you don't even feel but seems so real

so tell me how you make dreams in coffee table
and keep your pain in a shoebox of dusts
the shattered words that were never heard
held back in your chest with all your fears
tell me why you seem so strong
when all the world crash you
your cries become your song
the spring gives its meaning but it's winter all along
you move on through downfall
and you're all fallen, yet standing tall


--L.J.S.O.--

in foolishness, once i got lost
i might not be the one you need
someone as frail, broken to trust
i don't deserve the love you give

you made me see how merciful
you are to such blind as i am
i taste the sweet rain and i know
i'm glad to be one blessed soul

and though troubled on every side
this faultness may turn me perplexed
i'm not distressed nor in despair
my faith in you i always bear

when pain grips me i come to you
the peaceful river for my soul
i learn to endure much for love
for your words are my strength in life

but through times i don't know if i
could give enough of all i am
as much as i want to show you
what i feel when you hold my hand

only for you that i deny
my selfish heart with full of pride
not for the world that i let go
this vanity that once i own

take my soul as your captive son
for your grace be forevermore
to be with you eternally
your truth and love is all i need.


-- L.J.S.O. --

care for me
ray of light from your soul
as i see it shine
songs i hear when you speak
have i felt this before

cannot resist this
ocean of thoughts
until you touch me
reasons are not needed
silent heart
emotions in the wind

-- L.J.S.O. --